♥StriVe Hard!♥

After the PTC, I've decided to strive harder this second grading period. I have realized that my grades are low compared to other sections- though I've got the 6th place in the ranking list. Now, I'm aiming to get 83 above in the test that will be given to us the next week in Physics. Ma'am said whoever got 83+ would be exempted for the PT. I think that all of us want to be exempted, right? I'm now starting to have a schedule on my study habits. I will focus more on the subjects that I have difficulties like Zoology and Araling Panlipunan. Waaaaah! Read! Read! Read!

Zoo? Uhm... I'm trying to become "more" attentive than before in this subject. I'm trying to understand everything in the discussion and analyze more on the concepts given to us. In AP, I try to understand everything as well and put them on my mind. I try to read before go to sleep and before I go to school.

It SeEmS a DiFfeReNt TaJe, aYt?!

♥wAy tO a diFfeRenT KiNd oF bLiSs♥

This week, our week started with a very unexpected problem. That was last Tuesday, when Ma'am Tolentino told us to fix our problem with our adviser. Starting that moment, all of started to think what was that until we realized that some of us entered the room while our adviser was still having her lessons with 3-F. Finally, this Thursday, our adviser talked to us. She told us a story which made most of us cry. That encourage me to tell my mother how much I love her. The next day, after every subject, I got nervous and more nervous. When our adviser posted the top ten, I got confident but still it was not enough to over come my fear to my Mom. My mother always got angry to me every PTC even though I have high grades. But this time, it was different. My mother just told me to study harder and I should make my grades higher.

♥ SuBiC TriP (aNotHer PhoTo sToRy)♥

♥Untitled♥

After the very tiring trip to Subic, another week had passed by. That Monday, we had our one hour review in Araling Panlipunan and Zoology. We also done our activity in English. The next 2 days, we had our P.T 1.2. I found the test in English easy but in other subjects, I really got nervous what grade would I get from those. That Wednesday afternoon, it was anounced that there would be no classes for Thursday, Friday, Monday. It means that the resume of classes would be on Tuesday. We had a very early Sem-break. I missed my classmates, specially my best bud. I miss him so much. So mean that I could not use my cellphone this days! I was not able to communicate with them. I miss him so much. I've realized that, his the one who makes me complete. Without him, it was very solemn!!! I just miss him!!!

♥DoLpHiNs oN AiR ( PhoTo StOry)♥

♥Dolphin says no to Petron,PaMpaNga♥

I woke up before 2 in the morning to prepare myself in the trip. I arrived at our school almost 3:oo. I got excited as I see my classmates. Our section was the first one who got inside the bus. We were really excited! Hahaha! We were so amazed of the bus because of it's lights and it really was beautiful. But that was over when we stop in Bacoor because of some mechanical problems. That was not the first and last time that we stop because of that problem. It happened for 16 times. We stop on bridge, highways, and even on the top of ply over. The worst things happened in Pampanga. It is weird because whenever there would be a sign of Petron, gasoline station, the bus would stop. We waited for 3 hours. I was not able to control my tears that time. It's already 11:30 and were still there, waiting. We were expected to arrive Subic at 8 am, but we arrived there 2 pm. It was still ok for us even though were running out of time, we still enjoyed the trip. I saw dolphins, sea lions, monkeys, ostrich, tigers, and more. I was so happy that afternoon. I hope there would be "next time".

♥ExCiTeMent♥

I'm too much excited for the field trip. But moreover, I'm excited to have guinea pigs. Last Saturday, one of my favorite talk shows featured this kind of pets. I fell in love with them at that very moment. "I wish I could have even one of them", I told my best friend. I was very surprised the next morning I woke up, I read his text, informing me that he had already bought a pair of guinea pigs. He promised me, that he will give me one if the girl got pregnant. I'm so excited!

♥LoVe of a FriEnD - KaRma♥

I really got stressed within this week. There were too many arguments and misunderstanding which bothers me a lot. All of those were because of me. It was my fault why there is a conflict between my best friend and his friends. They were blaming each other. I've tried to explain but it just made the situation worst. It really feels bad whenever I would see my best friend very sad because of that. Why should he suffer from things that I did??? It was all because of me. His friends were all angry to him, even almost the whole class. I feel pity for him. Let's admit it, yes he did something wrong, but his over it. I was the one who told the class about it. I was the one who gave the 3 names. He didn't mention anyone form the group, I did.

Another thing that bothers me a lot, is my friends. Sometimes, I feel that they were hiding something form me. They were thinking if they will tell it to me, I'll got hurt and got angry. My point is, if there is something wrong about me, or about something else that involves me tell it to me.

I'm looking forward for the good of the section. It seems every step I do, every move that I do, it will just make the situation worst. I really don't know what is the right thing to do. If I would just be quiet, the whole thing would be blame to my best bud. It would just hurt me and make me so much guilty. His friends should know that I am the one who is behind this. ~.~

♥WaY baCk iNto..♥

Last night, I was looking for my copy of our research paper last year. The moment I found it, memories flashed back to my mind.

Since November 2007, Mayreen, Glen, Zyrex, Ronhel, Edmark and me were already having our experiments and having problems with our research. Every week, we make it sure that we could comply with the requirements. We were so much afraid of passing nothing to our teacher, but most of the time, whenever its already submission, other groups don't have something. Uhmm, we don't regret that, because we got high grades. As far as I can remember, during the month of January - February, me and my group mates often have fights. We shouted and said bad words to each other, but later on, we kept on laughing. We had good times with each other. We ate and slept together during midnights. Sometimes, we even met 7x a week just for our research. We spent our weekends with each other.

We had a lot of good and bad memories during our research. Inspite of having troubles, we got the highest grade in research. This research is one of the those big events in my 2nd year HS life.

♥MisSiNg LinK♥

As I see a 2^nd year student passing by, I can’t stop myself reminiscing the times that I was on their stage. I miss the whole II-Oxygen. I miss how we make noise, how we laugh, how we play, how we quarrel, how we cry, how we fail and pass the tests and, how to enjoy being a student. Sometimes, I wonder if they are feeling the same way too.

I really miss them all! Christian, Edmark, Zyrex, Joy, Cyrille, Zhaila, Cez, Nadine, Claire, Jovy, Michelle, Cyrile, Felariz, Jerika, Ivy were all in other section, while Martin, Kodie, Glen, Ronhel, Harry, Dianne, Mafi and me were still in Oxygen. How about the others? Well, they have to leave for such a reason. I miss them more.

Nat-Nat was one of my funniest classmates. We constantly fight. One Friday afternoon, we were cleaning the room. I got angry because the boys were not doing their tasks properly, so I shouted at them. Nat taught that I was only referring to him. He got angry and threw the chair and the broom he was using. I got frighten. Some of my classmates took me outside the room so that Nat2 would not hurt me. Since then, I got afraid of him whenever his angry. How do we reconcile? Uhmm… We just let days passed by and then suddenly, were already ok!

Another classmate who always makes me smile was Mayreen. We call each other as “furtner”. Hahaha… Yes, Furtner. It was because; she’s always my partner in some activities. Sometimes, when we were bored, we will look in one corner of the room or even in the picture of Madam President while we were talking. Hahaha! Nice trip ah?

Since 1^st year, me and Ej were close friends. During weekends or vacations, we were always talking on the phone. Others taught of something between the two of us because of our closeness (but really, we have nothing at all). Honestly, we were always talking about Ej’s love life. He was always calling me to ask for advice.

Shaun, was the weirdest of all! Most of the times you will see him doing some hand gestures which are not normal. You would also hear him sing very loudly. He’ is such a funny guy! One time, he has these ¼ sheets of paper with his weird drawings. With that, he would foretell something about us. He also worship some other Gods which he said living in woods. Hahaha! I miss him so much!

Ilog!!! Hahaha! II – Oxygen’s president, Myrene was with Shaun now. I believe they are now classmates in ADSAI. She is the best president for me. She’s not that very strict but not also very kind. Since Preparatory were already classmates. She knows a lot about me.

I’m looking forward to have one day with them. Even just for a few hours. I really want to be with them again and have the laugher we have.

"Di ko maintindihan
Ang nilalaman ng puso
Tuwing magkahawak ang ating kamay
Pinapanalangin lagi tayong magkasama
Hinihiling bawat oras kapiling ka

Sa lahat ng aking ginagawa
Ikaw lamang ang nasa isip ko sinta
Sana’y di na tayo magkahiwalay
Kahit kailan pa man

Ikaw lamang ang aking minamahal
Ikaw lamang ang tangi kong inaasam
Makapiling ka habang buhay
Ikaw lamang sinta
Wala na kong hihingin pa
Wala na

Ayoko ng maulit pa
Ang nakaraang ayokong maalala
Bawat oras na wala ka
Parang mabigat na parusa

Huwag mong kakalimutan na kahit nag-iba
Hindi ako tumigil magmahal sayo sinta

Sa lahat ng aking ginagawa
Ikaw lamang ang nasa isip ko sinta

Sana’y di na tayo magkahiwalay
Kahit kailan pa man

Ikaw lamang ang aking minamahal
Ikaw lamang ang tangi kong inaasam
Makapiling ka habang buhay
Ikaw lamang sinta
Wala na kong hihingin pa
Wala na"

I MISS YOU II-OXYGEN(o7-08)!!!

A Start of Something New

This is it!!! I’m now a third year high school student from Cavite National Science High School. I know that this would be another start of something really new. Since I was a first year student, some of my schoolmates who were on the higher years were always saying that the 3rd year level is the most difficult year aside form being a freshman.

The moment I woke up, I was already on hurry. I quickly ate my breakfast, took a bath and fix everything for the first day of school. I was accompanied by my mother because my service arrived already but I am still taking a bath. When I looked at the clock it was already 6:30 and I was thinking that maybe I’m already late and the flag ceremony was already starting. When I arrived at the school, all the students were already on the court and about to start the flag ceremony. I ran to our platoon before it starts. My first day in school was fun. Unluckily, it was very hot in our room. That night, I got head ache and stayed in my Grandma’s house for dinner. The next two days, we had our diagnostic test and the election of class officers,where I was elected as one of the board members,and club organizations. I joined YEC and Kabayani Club where I was elected as the muse for year level. This Thursday morning, my father left for wok in Europe. I was not able to come with them to the airport because of school. I cried the whole night and morning because of that. I really wanted to come with them to see my father before he left the country. And that afternoon, I don’t know what really happened the very moment I suddenly fell down the stairs about 3 steps. I was very lucky because Lorena was there in front of me. If she was not there, I maybe have broken my arm, or even worst than that.

It’s a freaky week for me! Meeting those new teachers and having a different batch of classmates was very exciting. Whenever we would use the comfort room we need to go down and go to the Chemistry lab which is very hard for us. I’m expecting for a lot more new things that I would be experiencing within this year. More difficult things and challenges to face and

no more laziness! For this year, I should aim high!!