♥ Undreamed Life ♥

Usually, tele-series here in our country is full of drama. One of which is where a conflict between family members arouse. Broken family is usually the theme of those tele-series we are watching. As viewers, we felt something for what we are watching., We even sometimes laugh, cry, and express our emotions while watching but have you ever thought that those things you have just watched can happen in real life?

I had watched a movie in my friend’s house. The story of that was good. The girl had never thought that those scenes in her favorite book could happen in real life especially to her. When her father arrived from his work abroad, her mother discovered that her father was having an affair with her co-worker. Ever since, she always hear them shouting at each other. She can sometimes see her mom crying silently. That was very hard for her. There was this time when she was waken up by her mother. Her mother was very angry at her dad. She told the young girl to pack her things as well as her brother’s because they were about to live the house. Her mother was planning to leave her father. As her mother told her to do so, her father would stop her and said they were not supposedly to leave. He said that he is the one who should leave. The young girl was so confused and don’t know what to do. That was really hard for the girl. Her mother talked to her while crying. Her mother asked for their forgiveness for what had happened to their lives. She also said that she will do everything to give them good lives as well.

Hearing her parents shouting at each other was a trauma for her. Thus every time that she could hear something loud, someone crying out loud, she would always think that her parents are fighting again. For my insight, I really don’t want to experience such thing. It seems so hard. As I watched, I felt so sad for the girl. I felt pity for her. How would I still face those kinds of things if it would happen to me? Like the girl, I never dreamt of experiencing that, but still, I’m dreaming not to have one. When I’m old enough to have my own family, I would make it sure that this wont happen to my own family.

♥ Happy yet so Lonely Christmas ♥

I was used of having Christmas without my Dad. Ever since I gone to school, he was not around for special occasion except for my birthdays. That was because, every year he has 11 months of contract to his work. He worked as an OFW. I might even say that yes, he gave us a good education and life, but it was an incomplete one.

When he arrived, he and my mom usually have misunderstanding between each other. I can always hear them shouting at each other and later on, I would found my mom crying. That hurts me a lot. That terrifies me when I remember that Christmas is near. My father is here for holiday seasons, but the Christmas spirit is not present in our surroundings. I always ask myself how our Christmas would be, now that my father is here.
This Christmas Eve, my family attended the mass. After that we had our Noche Buena. We don’t usually have that. We used to sleep during times like this. When I woke up the next morning, I found a certain amount of money in my Christmas sack which I usually hang near my bed every Christmas. That is one of my childish attitudes during Christmas. We spend the whole Christmas day in our house. That night, my parents went to Rizal to visit Nanay Elma. Glen texted me that he, together with his family will come over for a visit. I was so nervous that time. Glen brought me “bibingka”. I called my parents at Rizal to tell Glen’s family was in our house. They laughed at me so hard.

I was happy this Christmas because my father is here with us. Another reason was that, in Christmas night, Glen’s family visited us. Inspite of that, I was so unlucky to experienced great love between my parents this season.

♥ Kodie’s Birthday – A Long Water Trip ♥

One month before Kodie’s birthday, I and my classmates planned to gave him a scientific calculator as a present. We thought that it would be nice if we will be giving one because we know that it would be very useful for him in his studies. Later on, we had finalized our birthday plan for Kodie. We decided to give him a birthday party during this sem-break. We planned to invite his family as well. We saw how his mother cares for him and our hearts were touched by her words.

At that day, I woke up about 3 in the morning. I was too excited that I woke up every hour. At 6, I ate my breakfast. After eating, I washed the some dishes and suddenly, Jamare arrived. While I’m washing the dishes, we chatted. After washing those, I immediately change my clothes and prepare for the outing . When Kodie arrived, we went in Shoreline, one resort in Malainin. Starting 8, we jumped in and stayed in the pool. Every hour, we ate our snacks and afterwards returned to the pool again. We played, swan and ran in the water. After lunch, we sang the birthday song to Kodie. After all the singing, wishing and blowing mood, Kodie sliced his cake. The half of the cake was kept for Kodie’s family. The other half was for the section. As the result of putting together the 3-oxy’s most naughty and noisy students, the cake was not eaten properly. Since it has a lot of icing, we just got it and chased each other and put it in each other’s body. For me, that was the messiest thing that we have done, but that was the most memorable and the funniest.

Others went home before four, but me and some more stayed. The water was so warm and we loved it. We went out of the pool almost 6 pm. After the very tiring day, our complexion turned very dark compared before. We were so tired that when we got home, we easily fell asleep. This day was so fun yet so tiring.

♥ Love is the Only Thing That Counts ♥

There was this TV series from America that changed my view in life. This gave me a choice being a lawyer someday. When I was still a child, I had watched one movie where lawyers were being killed. From then on, I got frightened to become one. After watching 5 seasons of Ally Mcbeal, I realized that lawyers were supposedly not to be killed, but to give justice. From watching that TV series, I learned as well, how true love change lives of so many people.

Ally Mcbeal was a TV series from America. It is about a lady that can’t find some one whom she can stay with for the rest of her life. The story ran in a circle of lawyers and laws. Every series was a brand new case for the law firm. Now, how does this show became very interesting and changed a lot of things in my mind and other people? The story was this …

Ally Mcbeal and Billy Thomas were childhood friends and couples. They believed that they were meant to be by smelling each other’s butt. They separated when Billy transferred to another country to study law. Ally was hurt and decided to take law as well. Having bad experiences in her first law firm, she transferred to Cage & Fish Law Firm. In this law firm, she met her secretary, Elaine, a very desperate one. She also met here another best friend, John Cage. She became friends with the other lawyers like, Richard Fish, Nelle Porter, and Ling Woo. She and her childhood friend, Billy, met their way in this law firm. She was also introduced to Billy’s wife, Georgia Thomas. This conflict added thrill in the story. Ally loved Billy so much. She was hurt because Billy had already married but not to her. She experienced a lot of past relationships but it only ended up to break – up. While having affairs with others, Ally knew that she still love one man. That was Billy. She tried everything for her to move on and find some one who can love her like Billy. She met Glenn and Larry. Those two made her forget Billy for a while. Her relationship with the two didn’t work as well. Every other case, she will hold another one and meet another guy. Despite of that, her love for Billy stayed. The very exciting twist was Billy, got Brain tumor. He died when his having his closing in their case. He got way from got away from the topic he was discussing and told everyone that Ally was the love of her life. He told every one that “love is the only thing that counts”. During his burial he showed up to Ally and said “It is stronger than death.”

Billy meant of love when he said it is stronger than death. At the last point of his life, he showed Ally that he loved her so much as she loved him. I guess this TV series in not just about law - sexual harassments, prostitution, murder and other, after all. It is not the law, but love.

Research Proposal

I'am thinking of a research that would use rice hulls as the main component of the product.One idea that I have in mind is having a charcoal out of rice hulls as a result in my research. Another is having a fuel from it.