♥ Love is the Only Thing That Counts ♥

There was this TV series from America that changed my view in life. This gave me a choice being a lawyer someday. When I was still a child, I had watched one movie where lawyers were being killed. From then on, I got frightened to become one. After watching 5 seasons of Ally Mcbeal, I realized that lawyers were supposedly not to be killed, but to give justice. From watching that TV series, I learned as well, how true love change lives of so many people.

Ally Mcbeal was a TV series from America. It is about a lady that can’t find some one whom she can stay with for the rest of her life. The story ran in a circle of lawyers and laws. Every series was a brand new case for the law firm. Now, how does this show became very interesting and changed a lot of things in my mind and other people? The story was this …

Ally Mcbeal and Billy Thomas were childhood friends and couples. They believed that they were meant to be by smelling each other’s butt. They separated when Billy transferred to another country to study law. Ally was hurt and decided to take law as well. Having bad experiences in her first law firm, she transferred to Cage & Fish Law Firm. In this law firm, she met her secretary, Elaine, a very desperate one. She also met here another best friend, John Cage. She became friends with the other lawyers like, Richard Fish, Nelle Porter, and Ling Woo. She and her childhood friend, Billy, met their way in this law firm. She was also introduced to Billy’s wife, Georgia Thomas. This conflict added thrill in the story. Ally loved Billy so much. She was hurt because Billy had already married but not to her. She experienced a lot of past relationships but it only ended up to break – up. While having affairs with others, Ally knew that she still love one man. That was Billy. She tried everything for her to move on and find some one who can love her like Billy. She met Glenn and Larry. Those two made her forget Billy for a while. Her relationship with the two didn’t work as well. Every other case, she will hold another one and meet another guy. Despite of that, her love for Billy stayed. The very exciting twist was Billy, got Brain tumor. He died when his having his closing in their case. He got way from got away from the topic he was discussing and told everyone that Ally was the love of her life. He told every one that “love is the only thing that counts”. During his burial he showed up to Ally and said “It is stronger than death.”

Billy meant of love when he said it is stronger than death. At the last point of his life, he showed Ally that he loved her so much as she loved him. I guess this TV series in not just about law - sexual harassments, prostitution, murder and other, after all. It is not the law, but love.

♥On My Own♥

"I'm leaving you, I'm not sure if I that's what should I do. It hurts so bad. I'm wanting you but I can't go back. "

I'm trying to find something...
Something....

"It's so hard to say, but I've gotta do what's best for me. You'll be ok. I've got to move on and be who I am. I just don't belong here, I hope you understand. We might find our place in this world someday, but at least for now, I gotta go my own way"

I don't know why, but I felt very bad this week. I was not able to stay clam in each moment. Every now and then, there would be a fight. Haiz! It was very hard for me to stay in that kind of situation. I loose my patience easily. It was almost a month, I kept thinking to go on my own way. I want to be free from jealousy, too much protection and those fights that I can no longer resist. I kept on crying every night. One day, when I woke up, I asked myself. "Why are you crying for this things? It is not yet over. You can still do something to save your relationship with him." I taught I was right. But that day also, I lost my patience and suddenly, I decided to give him up. I'm so idiot for doing that. Giving up the man in your heart is not easy.

♥♥♥WiSh vS hOpE♥♥♥

Every now and then

I find it so unfair.
Seeing you with that girl
Makes me go crazy.

I know that you're mine.
But how I wish
I would be the girl
♥Whom you go home with♥
♥wHom you can CouNt on♥
♥whom you share your problems♥
♥who makes you feel better♥
♥whom you trust so much♥
♥whom you cry on♥


... I hope ...
that sOmeday you will see
the reason behind
♥why "teRRenCe" acts like this♥

♥Living a Dream♥

When I was still in my elementary days, I've always thought of being a teacher because I want to teach and share my talent and knowledge to others, specially to the youths. This dream was changed when I got in high school. I started to love journalism and writing. But later on, I found it so boring. The question in my mind now is "What do I want to achieve?" and "What's my purpose in living?". All I want to prove is that I can achieve my dreams - the purpose of my life. I want to finish my studies with high grades. I like to be with my family, as well as my friends and make them happy. I want to write and write to entertain others. Though its seems boring for me, I still love it!) I want to inform others about the latest happening around them. And most of all, I need to love and to be loved. Achieving all of this would not be the end, but the start of the real life.